Hi friends, I just got home from another boring day.It was really warm here today so I think that is why there was a huge lack in business in my store today.I happened to glance at the San Mateo Daily News and there was a story that struck a nerve with me in the paper from today.About 4 years ago in Half Moon Bay there was a house fire and two small boys died .The father claimed he tried to save them and he was hailed a hero but today it was found out that he set the fire on purpose even though it had been originally ruled as an accidental fire.Wow I ca'nt imagine , what a heartless bastard to kill your own children, set a fire and let them die, it upset me , if any of you would like to see which story I am talking about click on this link www.smdailyjournal.com the issue from today Tuesday, Bad fathers really strike a nerve with me, probably because I am the product of a bad father.We are'nt speaking and have'nt spoken for 4 years, Do I miss him ? Not really ? Do I wish I had a different father , one that gave a damn about me ? Of course I do, but I accepted things the way they are, As far back as I can remember I never got the impression his children mattered to him, it was funny because he always put strangers before his own family, I grew up feeling invisible and worthless and at times I still do.I feel envious and a little sad when I see a young girl and her dad come into my store arm in arm, I wish I knew what that was like, sigh .........Moving on I was dying of boredom in my store today, here is an example of how slow of a day it was today, I gor a total of 4 emails today, yup 4 , but I gave it my all. Anthony told me that he was starting a contest every day for whoever got the most emails would win movie tickets, maybe Friday I will win, lol.He also told me Cyndie was coming by tommorow morning, wow am I glad I'm off and she made him slash some hours so I'm off for the next two days woo-hoo !!!!!!!!!!! Hope you all have a good Wednesday, I noticed CSI is'nt on for the next 2 weeks on Thursday :( OMG I'm going to suffer from withdrawel, good thing I have the 6 sets of DVD's of it and Spike TV is always showing CSI every weeknight too, Have a good Wednesday everyone, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO