It's been a while

Hi friends, it's me Lisa, lol. Sorry I have'nt been around too much lately.I spend way too much time playing on Facebook and I am on Twitter.com too as well as My Space.OMG The Cold Case ending last night really had me upset, I love Lilly on Cold Case and I hope to God she is ok, I wish I could fast forward this week to next Sunday the 10'th so I can find out if Lilly is ok,  I know I always mention Jorja and post her pictures because I love her and she's my favorite actress, but I have come to love all of the characters on Cold Case especially  Scotty and Lilly.I can relate to Lilly in a big way with the abuse from her past and her bad relationship with her father, I think she is a terrific actress too .Speaking of fathers this coming week drums up a time that I do'nt like thinking about,  This coming Thursday the 7'th  it would be one year since my dad died.I look back and wish things could have been different between us , and I really do think that he wished his stepkids were his own kids instead of me and my brother.I never mentioned this before except to one good friend, but it was his stepkids who scattered his ashes a few weeks after the memorial service instead of me and my brother.Yeah that bothers me, but I am used to people shutting me out especially family members.Anyway thanks for listening to my rant, I am watching Randy Pausch giving The Last Lecture and once again seeing how amazing he was as a person,  I love you all Lisa XOXOXO