Hi friends, I know it has been a long long time since I last blogged. Sorry for that. I do'nt even know if I have any readers left at this point. But anyways the holidays are coming soon and I am just not into them this year. My Uncle Mark commited suicide last year at this time and the last time I spoke to him was Thanksgiving last year so it makes this one especially hard for me.
Also my lack of money this year makes me wonder if I will even be able to afford to send Christmas cards this year , let alone a couple of gifts. Just such a stressful time of the year for me. I grew up in a abusive home and my family was never a very close one so Christmas just makes me really sad for the most part thinking of all the families getting together that are having fun and enjoying each other's company. I wish I could go to sleep in November and wake up January 1'st. Sorry for sounding like a grinch, hope my feelings change but for now they are what they are, love you all Lisa xoxo
