Sunday, December 31, 2006
Looking forward to a new Year
Saturday, December 30, 2006
CSI marathon !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, December 29, 2006
Friday Thoughts
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Bad Day
Hi friends, hope your Thursday was a good one.I did'nt have a very good day today, it started out bad with my mom and I getting into a fight over the phone and then it went downhill from there.I felt tears poking beneath my eyes on my way to work and I just held them in.They threatened to fall all day , I somehow managed to go to work and put on my usual front that nothing was wrong.It was a good thing I did'nt have any mean or rude customers today or I know for sure I would have cried.My store is back to being quiet and not that busy , but I am glad about that after the chaos and stress of Christmas.I hope by tommorow this little cloud of depression hanging over me is over, Maybe my CSI tonight will help, it always does.I am soooooooooo ready for "2007" I ca'nt say "2006" was the best year of my life but it was ok as far as years go..I am looking forward to New Year's , are any of you guys doing anything fun New Year's Eve???????? I noticed today in my store I was selling lots of champange, hope I spelled that right.I think a bubble bath and a good book are in order sometime tonight.I got 16 emails for Anthony today, not bad considering the store was'nt all that busy today.I love making Anthony proud, I look up to him , he is an awesome person. By the way Robert was working today but he did'nt mention the card or the Starbucks giftcard I gave him Wednesday inless he forgot, oh well.Hope you all have a great Friday-TGIF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Wednesday Thoughts
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Tuesday Thoughts
Hi friends, I woke up this morning and chatted to Riss a little bit before I went off to work.I was dreading going to work today, I am soooooo over Christmas. Anthony was refilling shelves in the gourmet dept when I came in today, he looked tired.I said 'How was your Christmas?" It was ok " he said "Not the greatest Christmas, but not the worst either " he said.Poor Anthony, anyhow as I suspected all the Christmas stuff was on sale today for 75 % off, the frustrating thing was some things were'nt coming up as they were marked.I was ready to scream with frustration, ugh !!!!!!!!!! I hate when that happens, it really pisses me off.Last year it happened to, When is New Years ? I am sooooo ready for it, lol.Robert seemed ok at work today but when he was near my register I told him I had something for him and when Cheryl was 'nt around I would give it to him.I did'nt have enough money to get her a gift too, so when Cheryl was in the office I handed Robert the present and he slipped it away to open later.I am unbelievably tired , just frustrated and worn out, I am looking forward to New Year's , I enjoy New Year's -it is fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still have'nt heard from Debbi, but the silence is very telling.I was thinking of my brother Anthony today, my long -lost brother in Georgia, today is his 26'th birthday, Sigh ................. hope he has a good one, the rain is coming down hard outside now, hope my power does'nt go out tonight, Hope you all have a good Wednesday, back to work for me tommorow, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Monday, December 25, 2006
Hi Friends -Christmas Blessings
Hi friends, I hope you all had a beautiful Christmas.I enjoyed The Good Shepherd, it was a good movie, see Emily I did'nt ruin it for you,. lol. I have a new friend that I met through Phil the Thrill online.She is a beautiful girl named Riss and she loves CSI too !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think she is an awesome girl and I am grateful to Phil for telling me about her. Riss welcome to my journal, I look forward to getting to know you.I was feeling a little sad earlier thinking about the two family members who are no longer in my life.My dad who I have'nt talked to in 4 years and probably could care less if I jumped in the lake or my brother Anthony who after my parents divorced drifted away and moved to Georgia and got married , I do'nt even know his new address and phone number.It is the holidays which make me reflect on the people I love the most , but they also make me think of those who are'nt in my life anymore either.I miss my Grandma who died in August 95 , just two days before her 80'th birthday, she was a beautiful loving lady who never judged anybody and had such a big heart.I would give anything to see her one more time.I could'nt help but think of my sweet co-worker Robert today too who is going through hell right now soon to be divorced.It is'nt fair, Robert is so sweet and kind, he does'nt deserve this pain and anguish in his life right now, I wish I could take his sadness away.Tommorow I will be back at work , I have a gift and a card for Robert, I ca'nt wait to give them to him, I also hope tommorow is'nt too crazy in my store although most of the Christmas stuff is gone by now, lol. I thank you all for being such great friends to me, I know some wonderful people in J-land and I feel honored to call you all my friends, I love you all and Hugs Lisa XO
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Merry Christmas Friends
Saturday, December 23, 2006
It's Over -Whew ...............................................
Friday, December 22, 2006
Friday Thoughts
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Oh and Another Thing .............................
Oh and Another Thing .............................
Thursday Thoughts
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
My Day Today
Hi friends, back to work I went today in the cold, I was really surprised, my store was'nt all that bad today, I should mention I was in Nordstrom and I was talking to my friend Eva that works in there.I had mentioned to her before how cute I thought Anthony was and she told me today she had seen him in the store yesterday and she thought he was cute too.She seemed like she might be trying to flirt with him which kind of annoyed me so I mentioned to her he had a girlfriend already.I saw her go in the wine department today but I guess Anthony was busy when she came in and he could'nt talk , lol. :) I am counting how many more days I am working until Christmas, tommorow , Friday and Saturday and it will all be over -Yea !!!!!!! I am off Christmas Eve-thank God !!!!!!!!! I ca'nt wait to give my gorgeous Anthony his present Saturday, I also plan on giving him a card with the same picture of me in the red dress that I mailed to you guys in your Christmas cards, lol. Tommorow night's CSI is the second half of the one from last week on CBS with the Cirque Du Soleil in case some of you watched last week's episode on CBS for the first time, Hope you all have a good Thursday, CSI night woo-hoo and Lisa Jo told me Sexy William Peterson from CSI is on the TV Guide 's cover Friday woo-hoo !!!!!!!!!!!!! Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Tuesday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Tuesday.I enjoyed my day off today, It was nice to sleep in a little bit this morning, I went to the Post Office this morning because yesterday in my mailbox there was a slip that said I had a package at the Post Office, I had ordered some Summer Sand lotion from Angie last week and that what was in the package, thanks so much Angie , the lotion smells soooooo good !!!!! I also got Christmas cards in the mail from Angel , and a friend in the Bay Area and my friends in England.I went to go see the movie Charlotte's Web today with my mom, oh man I could not stop crying, what a sweet movie !!!!!!! I highly reccomend it to all of you.Tommorow will be back at work for me, but I missed Anthony today so it will be nice to see him again tommorow, it should be busy tommorow , as well as Thursday, Friday and the most Saturday, I am off Christmas Eve, I was thinking that it was a year ago tommorow I left to go to Mexico for Christmas, I had such fun there in Cabo San Lucas on the beautiful beaches.It is still really cold here , feels like the air in Alaska did, Hope you all have a great Wednesday, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Monday, December 18, 2006
My Day Today
Hi friends, I worked today and my store was sooooooooo busy.I was feeling a little sick in the store today because the Mall Management turned the heat up once again, I was not a happy camper, plus as usual we were really short-staffed so that made things difficult.Yul won Survivor last night !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woo-hoo I was soooooooo happy, he was on the cover of the San Mateo Daily Times and the San Mateo Daily Journal, he played the game so well.I got Christmas cards today from Barbara, Chrissie and Pam, thanks you guys so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am glad beyond words I am off work tommorow, I could dance I am so happy, I hope you all have a good Tuesday, How many more days are left until Christmas ? 6 I will be so happy when Christmas is over, I noticed today almost all the Christmas ornaments are gone, lol.Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO By the way I talked to one of my J-land Friends on the phone last night -Amy I enjoyed talking to you so much last night, :) Thanks for calling !!!!
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Sunday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Sunday.I was supposed to go see Charlotte's Web with my mom today but I have been feeling lazy all day.From now until the 23'rd of December my store and the rest of the Hillsdale Mall wo'nt close until 11:00 p.m. I am sooooooo happy I did'nt have to work today, I really needed a rest today after yesterday, my sweet adorable Anthony wanted me to stay an extra two hours last night when I got off at 5:00 , I always have a hard time telling him "No" but last night I did'nt want to stay extra but I promised him this week one night I would for him. Besides right when I was punching out Leslie came in unexpectedly to work so I did'nt feel quite as guilty leaving.When I went home last night I started feeling guilty I did'nt stay for him, I will make it up to him somehow this week.Tonight is the Two -hour finale of Survivor, I want Yul to win, he is cool and he is from my town , San Mateo, lol.I was going to go work out , but I have no energy whatsoever, oh well.There is always tommorow, lol.Yeah right, like I will feel like it after work, well it can be relaxing sometimes though, really.It is supposed to be really cold tommorow morning here, ugh, have a good week everyone, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Crazy Saturday
Hi friends, today was another work day, OMG my store was such a zooooooooooooo today, I could'nt believe the lines in the back of my store, I swear they were never-ending.It was stressful and I started to feel claustrophobic at my register with the seas of people around me, utter and total chaos to say the least.Say some prayers for me next week at work, I will need them, lol.I amazingly did'nt have any troll customers today, only one woman got a little bitchy that had a return, she scoffs at me for having to fill out all the personal stuff on the reciept for the return , well hey do'nt return anything then if you do'nt like it- sheesh, anyhow I am off tommorow-thank the lord, I need a day off.I keep telling myself only 7 more days and then it will be over, or actually I might be working the day after Christmas -ugh I hate working that day, the returns and the stampeeds to get the 50 % off stuff.Actually right now at my store all the Christmas stuff is half-off now so hopefully by Dec 26'th we wo'nt have much left.I'm hoping anyway, I'm so mean, lol.I hope you all have a good Sunday tommorow, by the way today I got Christmas cards from Kelli, Shermeen, and Angie so thank you guys !!!!!!! Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Friday, December 15, 2006
Friday Thoughts
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Thursday
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Wednesday Thoughts
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Another Day at the dentist
Monday, December 11, 2006
Monday Madness
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Sunday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good weekend.Mine was ok , today was wet and icky out , but I still went out anyway. I went by Debbi's former house on the way home tonight and I saw a light on in her bedroom window, it made me really sad.The time I miss her the most is Christmas, it has almost been a year since she moved in January on the 14'th.It was nice to be off from work today since I am working 5 days this week including tommorow.I hope this week when Anthony gets the email results from last week we win this week, last week we were Second place which is ok , but I would love for us to win this week, lol. I was supposed to go back to the dentist Tuesday but by some miracle my tooth has'nt been bothering me lately but I'm glad.I need to go to the post office sometime this week and ship some presents, hope you all have a good week, I'll be working for most of it but I'm not complaining, lol.I love you all and Hugs Lisa XO
Saturday, December 9, 2006
Saturday Thoughts
Friday, December 8, 2006
Friday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Friday.I did, work went good today, I got 21 emails for Anthony today, so far that is 80 for the week excluding tommorow.Go me, lol. CSI was sooooooooooooo good last night, wow I looked up on the internet to see which episode would be on next Thursday and it is the first opening episode of this season with the Cirque de Solei show, OMG I loved that episode so much !!!!!!!!!!! I always hoped that episode would be on again. Too bad my piece of crap VCR is'nt working or I would so tape that episode !!!!!!!!!!Have you guys all been getting my cards, I hope so, I got a card from Emmi in the mail today, thank you Emmi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is wet and raining here, I am going to do a little Christmas shopping before work tommorow , use up my Bath and Body Works coupons , maybe getting a little something for Jackie ;) , Hope you all have a great weekend, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Thursday, December 7, 2006
Thursday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Thursday.Mine was good.I worked a long day today , 8 hours, when I came into work today my sweet Anthony made a bet with me that if I got 40 emails or over that he would take me out to eat, OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Believe me I asked everybody if they had already signed up to get our coupons in thier emails, I ended up getting 27, not bad but not what I wanted.Maybe Anthony will over extend the bet until Saturday which is sure to be really busy.Hopefully he will, lol.I hope all of you guys are getting your cards from me, if you did'nt get them today there is a good chance you will get them tommorow, I felt sad today at work during my lunch break reading in my city's little newspaper www.smdailyjournal.com about James Kim, he died a hero trying to save his family.What a remarkable man he seemed like he was, I was so touched by the lengths he took to save his family.I only wish that my dad was that caring towards his own family.
I ca'nt wait for the new CSI tonight !!!!!!!! I am sooooooo excited,I love new episodes , they are like a Christmas present every Thursday night, OMG !!!!!! Hope you all have a great Friday, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
Wednesday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you had a good Wednesday.Mine was good.This was my only day off this week so I went out and did some errands.My online friend Angie aka Canyonsun said tonight she already got my Christmas card and she is in Ohio, wow she got it fast !!!!!!! I mailed them Monday morning at the post office.Hopefully all of you guys that did'nt get my cards today will get them tommorow,I just got home and heard on the news that James Kim , the father of the family that was missing in Oregon was found dead tonight, that is so sad :( I am sending prayers up for that family tonight.Back at work for me tommorow and there is a new CSI on tommorow night :) Tommorow is my long day at work this week so I will probably get lots of emails for Anthony tommorow, I love making him happy and I am glad that if I do get lots of emails each week it gets Cyndie our meanie district manager off his back.Yeah I admit it I have the hots for him , it's true :) Like you guys could'nt tell huh ? Lol , hope you all have a good Thursday tommorow, I love you all and hugs Lisa XO
No More Taco Bell Ever and Now I'm Worried About Eating Green Onions
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Tuesday Thoughts
Monday, December 4, 2006
Monday Thoughts
Sunday, December 3, 2006
Sunday
Saturday, December 2, 2006
Saturday Thoughts
Friday, December 1, 2006
OMG it's December 1'st
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Friday, Lisa Jo made my morning today when she told me there was a picture of Jorja Fox in the In Touch from last week so I rushed to Long's this morning to get it before the new magazines were put out today, Lisa Jo you are the best !!!!!!!!! And by the way Lisa Jo you predicted you would probably get sick within two weeks, my throat was scratchy this morning and my voice is fading away, I got sick before you, lol. Anyhow I went to work today and the store was sooooooooooo busy, wow I was busy all day and I ended up getting 25 emails -yea me, lol.I am working again tommorow and then off Sunday, yea, Anthony will be so happy when I tell him tommorow I got 25 emails, speaking of Anthony I got him a Christmas present today, His favorite movie ever is Napolian Dynamite so I got him a Napolian Dynamite talking keychain, he will love it !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you all have a good weekend, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO P.S. I'll probably get my Christmas cards started this weekend :)
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Thursday Thoughts
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
I am fed up with Aohell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi friends, I am really fed up with Aol, I am not getting my alerts again and I am so pissed !!!!!!!!!!! So if for some reason any of you update your journals and I do'nt leave any of you a comment it will be because once again I am not getting them, Have any of you been having problems with your alerts too ????????? Ugh I am so tired of not getting my alerts, It is still really cold here , I am bundled up in sweats and thick socks, One of my online friends said today in her journal she already sent all her Christmas cards out today, wow I am inspired to start mine this coming weekend, I am working a long day tommorow and I looked online and CSI is a repeat tommorow night from this season, the episode where the dead bodies were talking to each other in the morgue, I guess I will watch it anyway.I miss Without a Trace not being on Thursday nights anymore,I think Without a Trace is a really great show as well as CSI, last Sunday I completely forgot it was on on Sunday night and I missed it, Lisa Jo was it a good episode ??????? Hope you all have a good Thursday, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Tuesday Musings
Monday, November 27, 2006
Monday Thoughts
Sunday, November 26, 2006
My new favorite website
Hi friends , here is my new favorite website www.photostamps.com
also this restaurant is my favorite, go to the website and type in your zip code and see if you have one near you, this is where I went for Thanksgiving www.mimiscafe.com the food here is delicious !!!!!!!!!! Love You All Lisa XO
Saturday, November 25, 2006
My Day Today
Hi friends, I worked an 8 hour day today, and OMG what a zoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could'nt believe how crowded my store was today, it was unbelievable.Now I did'nt have any rude customers today like I was expecting but there were alot of annoying things that happened.The first annoying thing was we had a buy one, get one free sale going on yesterday and today on all the Christmas ornaments, holiday gift wraps, Christmas cards, and assorted Christmas candles.The things besides the ornaments were no problem to scan but the freaking Christmas ornaments were a nightmare because if a person was buying a whole bunch of them at once which more then person did I had to scan each set of them as a separate transaction and when you have a huge line it can really suck !!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh I was so not having it !!!!!!! Ok and then when my other cashier in back with me Shenee went to lunch I got a huge line and when I tried to call for a back -up cashier my phone was not working-Somebody's phone was off the hook-Freaking great !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so desperate I called one of the new guys over who was putting some go-backs away and said "Trevor can you do me a huge favor and tell Robert I need another cashier " Bless his heart , he is such a sweet kid, Robert came running back a second later and found out where the culprit phone was.Trevor came in the back to help us ring as well.I like him so much, I 'm going to talk Anthony into keeping Trevor permanately - he is a keeper !!!!!!!! I hope you all had a good Saturday, thank God the Christmas ornament thing ended today, and thank God I am off for the next two days, Hope you all have a good Sunday, Love You All Lisa XO
Question ????????????????
Friday, November 24, 2006
Tommorow the fun begins ....................................
Hi friends, hope you all had a good turkey day yesterday.Tomorrow I will be back at work , poor Lisa Jo after reading her entry for today I just want to give her the biggest hug ever !!!!!!! This is the time of the year more then any other I dread working at my store, when I see the ugliness of some people come out, I see how truly ugly some people can be and it is very unsettling indeed.Sometimes I do'nt think I am strong enough to work during the Christmas season, I just want to run away and hibernate until January 1'st.I am dreading tommorow and probably every day working after it, do'nt get me wrong, I am thankful I have a job and also thankful I have such a wonderful manager as Anthony , but I wish alot of the customers did'nt have to make my job so much harder by being rude, impatient, etc .................
I will probably have some stories to tell you guys when I get home from work tommorow night, I bet poor Anthony came in to work at 6:00 a.m.today since we opened at 7:00 -God help me get through the whole month of December-I love you all and Hugs Lisa XO
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Am I the only one who thinks this story does'nt add up??????
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Guess Who Sent Me An Autographed Picture ?
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Tuesday.I had today off so I made a trip to Costco to pick up a few things.I love shopping there, it was'nt too bad in there today, tommorow will be much worse !!!!!! Rain is supposed to be coming back either tommorow or Thursday -Nordstrom sent me a $ 40 dollar certificate in the mail -I might make use of it tommorow but that was'nt the most exciting thing I got in the mall, There was a big tan envelope in my mailbox when I looked and the return address was Hollywood, no way I thought , but when I carefully opened it there was an autographed picture from Jorja !!!!!!!!! Wow talk about my day being made I did'nt think it was possible to love Jorja any more, but now I do, lol.I did'nt think she even got my letter that time, I wrote to her almost a year and a half ago , but she is on a # 1 rated show so I can understand that Jorja is probably really busy !!!!!!! I wish all of you a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving, I will be going to Mimi's Cafe with my mom and brother Thanksgiving, no dishes to do up later, yea !!!!!!!!!! Oh by the way Lisa Jo your man is on the cover of People magazine this week, pick that issue up if you have'nt already, Have a good Wednesday tommorow everyone, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Monday, November 20, 2006
Monday Thoughts
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Sunday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a decent Sunday.I woke up early and went out on my balcony and there was a rowing contest going on, there were tons of people rowing in the lagoon below in kayaks, I got some really cool pictures of them.It looked like it was going to rain all day here , but it never did. I think the rain is holding out for tommorow, I got some snail-mail pictures of me developed today at Long's I will sending out in my Christmas cards this year, I am really happy I did that tonight, all of the stores after Thanksgiving are going to be a nightmare, including mine !!!!!!!! I have had this headache all day which is starting to be a pain , so I am going to look around and get some Gatorade for it.Lisa Jo was going to take her beautiful daughter Megan out for her birthday dinner tonight, I hope they all had an awesome time.Tommorow it will be back at work for me again, I guess I am ready to go back to work, so happy I wo'nt be working Friday, thrilled beyond belief actually is a better choice of words , Anthony said something Friday about that Cyndie made up our work schedule this week, I was like thinking -uh since when does that damn bitch make up our work schedule?????? Anyhow I hope you all have a good week, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Saturday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Saturday.I left at 10:00 a.m. this morning to go catch the new James Bond movie with a friend When I was waiting in line for the theater to open a man was in front of me kissing his daughter on the cheek and I felt a pain in my heart I will never stop feeling sad about the way things are between my dad and me .The moviewas not bad actually, lots of action !!!!! I wish Jorja would be in a movie coming out soon, I think she gets overlooked alot and I hate it.I am trying to see every movie that Jorja has ever been in, although Memento made me cry so hard when I watched it.I am so proud of myself, I worked out for 45 minutes tonight, I have been working so much lately and then when I come home I just want to chill -out and not work out.My brother and I had fun last night at his birthday dinner-he loved the gift card !!!!!!! It was a nice evening, I went down to feed the ducks tonight and they loved the muffins and pie crusts I saved for them.Hope you all have a great Sunday, I love you all and Hugs Lisa XO
Friday, November 17, 2006
Friday Thoughts
Hi friends, I will be leaving shortly to meet my brother for his birthday dinner at Macaroni Grill , but I just wanted to do a quick journal update.OMG my store was sooooooooooooo busy today, I was in stress city , it was only me and Anthony available to ring in the back and I had to deal with some unsavory rude customers that I would have loved to bitch-slap.Anywho I looked at my schedule for next week and I am not scheduled to work the day after Thanksgiving-yeah I was shocked !!!!!!!!!! I was like what ???????? And then woo-hoo !!!!!!! I am really happy about that, that day is a freaking nightmare to work, let me tell you.I am loving my 6'th Season of CSI, if anything that will be my stress reliever to get me through the Christmas season, besides my nightly bubble baths, lol.I just made out my Christmas card list last night and alot of you are on there, if there are any other friends who want to swap Christmas cards with me, please let me know, Hope you all have a great weekend, Happy birthday Derek and Happy Birthday also to Lisa Jo's beautiful daughter Megan !!!!!!!!!! Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Thursday Thoughts
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Wednesday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Wednesday.My store was really busy today, I think maybe because Macy's was having a huge sale today.I have noticed in the past two weeks we have been busier, I got 15 people to sign up for our emails today, not bad !!!!!!!! Are all of you guys ready for Thanksgiving? It is like a week away, I ca'nt believe it.I might go back to Alaska again in June, OMG I loved it there when I went in May, it was awesome, I am off work tommorow , but working again Friday, hope you all have a good Thursday, CSI night -woot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My brother's birthday is Friday, I ca'nt believe it, I got a giftcard for Best Buy for $ 50 so he can get some awesome cds and DVD's , thanks for the suggestions, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Tuesday Thoughts
Monday, November 13, 2006
Monday Thoughts
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Another Fun Day
Hi friends, God was I depressed today.I have'nt been like this in ages, my mom and I fought all day, I just wanted to cry , but I did'nt.I just tried to stay out of her way, so much for a good weekend, lol.I had better be feeling a little better tommorow since I have to work, ugh I feel so crappy.I ca'nt be in this funk tommorow, I feel really sad today.I feel very much alone today , like I am on the outside looking in.I crave to be with a guy who loves me unconditionally who will hold my hand and be sensitive to my feelings.Is that too much to ask ? I called my friend Diane yesterday and she never called me back, she might be away though, usually she is good about calling me back.Sometimes I wish I could trade lives with my cat, he has it so good !!!!!!I wish I could see what it would be like for one day to be him, lol.Sometimes I think I am damaged as a person and I am too intense and emotional to be loved.I feel so empty inside tonight, could you all send some hugs my way ? Thanks for listening to my rant, I love you all Lisa XO
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Saturday Thoughts
Friday, November 10, 2006
What is the deal with Aol ????????????
Hi friends, I had a good day at work today.Anthony was opening yet again today so I got to enjoy him there .The store was really busy today and today was a holiday too, Veteran's Day, God Bless all the brave men who serve our country, and Friends and Family Day in my store,as well and I had to keep calling a service 30 which means another cashier to help me ring in the back.I checked my schedule for next week at work and I was phyched to see that my schedule is the same next week as it was this week and Cheryl aka the ice queen will be working overnight all next week too so I wo'nt have to deal with her !!!!!!!!!!!! Can you say Woo-hoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to mention Anthony is opening all next week again so I will see his beautiful eyes the first thing all next morning-hell yeah !!!!!!!!!!! I came home from work tonight to check my mail and read the new journal entries and I could'nt even access any of the journals or leave comments, seriously Aol what the hell ? Also once again I am not getting my alerts !!!!!!!! I was really pissed but I did have a really nice conversation online with my awesome friend Leene.OMG you guys the countdown for the release of the 6'th Season of C.S.I. is only 3 more days !!!!!!!! I am sooooooo excited to go buy it at Costco, speaking of C.S.I. wow was last night's episode on CBS great or what ????????? Rain is coming back tommorow but I am off for the weekend :) Hope you all have a great weekend , do something fun and enjoy yourselves, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Thursday, November 9, 2006
The Simple Pleasures in Life
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
Wednesday Thoughts
Tuesday, November 7, 2006
My Tuesday
Hi friends, I just came home from work.Anthony was there today opening.It is really nice to have him opening this whole week.He looked really handsome in his crisp white shirt and khaki pants.He was standing right next to me and his cologne smelled really nice.By the way Cheryl this whole week is working overnights so she leaves right before I come into work.I love that !!!!!!!!! It was pretty busy today in my store for a Tuesday and I got 11 customers to sign up for our email.Not bad !!!!!! I ca'nt believe Thanksgiving is almost here , it came so fast !!!!!!!! Back at work for me tommorow, I love my schedule this week, By the way in the San Mateo Journal yesterday I thought this line in the Know It All section was interesting, it says "If the average person recieved a penny for thier thoughts they would make about $ 4.000 dollars a day .How cool is that? If any of you would like to see the daily journal website it is www.smdailyjournal.com Hope you all have a great Wednesday !!!!!!!!! Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Monday, November 6, 2006
I got my hours back at work -Wahoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Christmas Cards
Hi friends, I will be sending out my Christmas cards soon, I have alot of your addresses already from the postcard swap so anybody who would like one from me who I do'nt have your address yet, email it to me and then I will make sure I get a card out to you,My store always gets awesome Christmas cards , Have a blessed day everyone, Love You All and Hugs Lisa
Sunday, November 5, 2006
Flirting at the duck pond
Hi friends, I just wanted to share something funny that happened this morning.I went down to feed the ducks loaf of bread in hand, I had on old clothes, I had'nt washed my hair yet so I had it in a messy bun, I had my glasses on and some make-up .I thought I looked like the biggest nerd, but then this man was watching me feed the ducks and then starting flirting with me and asking for my phone number. This man seemed nice enough , but he was old enough to be my father.He had some bread for the ducks as well and he had me pour it on the shore for them and I slipped on my ass and fell in the mud.Boy did I feel like an idiot!!!!!! Maybe girls covered in mud turn some guys on.I was like really come on.I told him I was very happily involved with someone and gave him a big smile and walked on.I thought the whole thing was hilarious.Oh by the way when I did shower later the nozzle to turn the water on in the shower broke off in my hand , how wonderful, lol.Just another thing to have fixed now.Hope you all had a good Sunday Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO
Sunday Thoughts
Hi friends, I was feeling a little weepy and emotional last night.I was watching a movie I rented last night with Jorja Fox in it called Memento.Ok I did'nt know she was killed in the movie so when I saw that I was horrified.I could'nt stop crying. Of course I was watching a music DVD of Sarah Brightman singing in Las Vegas last night and her beautiful, angelic voice made me cry as well.Mr Red is coming too so my emotions have been up and down for the last two days.Rain will be coming back this week around Tuesday.I really do'nt like the rain , it makes me depressed.I always think when it rains, our loved ones in heaven are crying and the rain is thier tears.I would like to wish my sweet friend "Amy" a very "Happy Birthday" today !!!!!!!!!! Amy I hope you have such a good day, you are a great friend !!!!!!!My friend Laura has a birthday coming up soon too on Tuesday.Hope you all have a good Sunday, I have so much to do today, Love You All Lisa
"Leave the city to get away from crime and guns fall out of the sky" Catherine Willows from the C.S.I. episode Homebodies
Friday, November 3, 2006
Surviving Childhood Abuse
My dad never wanted to be a father.I had always sensed this .He was always angry and mean from the minute I entered the world on April 10,th 1976.I never remember him in a good day.The yelling, the verbal insults which struck me like little bullets, I knew my life was far from normal.I could'nt understand my friends who had perfect houses and they had loving fathers who were loving towards thier mothers and showered thier families with love.I was sad as a child , my mom bless her heart was wonderful.She is such a good mom.She was good to me .I could'nt understand why my dad was never around for any of my birthday parties as a child but I learned too soon he had pretty much dismissed me from the beginning.In his eyes I was worthless, a mistake, a letdown.The fact I had A.D.D. was another matter.It made me unexceptable and not worthy of his time or attention.My mom was my mom and dad.She got me tutors and fought for me.My dad just turned his back and ignored me except to insult me and make fun of me.One of his favorite things to do to me as a child was to take my beloved stuffed dog who I named He-Dog and throw him up in the hall closet .I would cry and beg him to get He-Dog back but he just laughed at my tears and walked away.My mom was the one who would climb up on a chair and get him back for me.
I hated the way my dad treated me.I was his scape-goat.An easy target to pick on.I was always the subject of his jokes or riducule.I wanted to die , my mom was the one who always stuck up for me and yelled at his sorry ass.When I was 9 I was playing with my childhood friend Linda when her Grandfather talked me into going into his bedroom and put his hands down my pants and under my shirt.I was just so scared and so frightened .I told nobody of what happened. I buried the secret like a dog buries a bone in the backyard.I made up excuses from then on when Linda wanted to play with me.It was such a difficult thing to absorb.I felt more alone then ever.
I do feel a void sometimes in my life when I am in the store working and a daughter and a father come in and are laughing together and enjoying each other's company.I feel a stabbing pain in my chest and the pain is very , very real.I have tried to forgot my dad and move on with my life but I do think back all the time and it makes me sad.I ca'nt see things ever being good between us as long as I live.I truly feel so sad for anybody who has ever been abused or molested.It's a club that few would ever want to join or be a part of.Thank you for listening to me rant.I send big hugs and love to all of my awesome friends.I love you all for understanding me and loving me even though I am flawed but I promise I am a good person.Love You All Lisa XO
Thursday, November 2, 2006
Thursday Thoughts
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Fun at the dentist
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Halloween Thoughts
Hi friends, I woke up this morning with a metal taste in my mouth, it was really gross.I think one of my tooth fillings is leaking.I went to work with a horrible headache.I was wishing I would have had Gatorade with me.I made a dentist appt for tommorow on my lunch break.The store was'nt really all that busy today.Cheryl was off today which I was very happy about.Anthony was there today, he wanted me to stay an extra hour, I really did'nt want to, but he pleaded with me so how could I say "No?"Tommorow night on Spike TV at 6:00 p.m.is a truly great CSI episode called Butterflied.This is the one episode that got me hooked on CSI.I am loving my new CSI book, there are lots of pictures of Jorja and William Peterson as well.I am so glad I am getting this tooth taken care of tommorow, it seems like ever since it was filled it has been nothing but trouble !!!!!!! Hope you all have a wonderful and safe Halloween, Love You All Lisa XO
Monday, October 30, 2006
Monday Musings
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Sunday
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Feeling Sick
Friday, October 27, 2006
Typical BS at work
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Two J- Landers need our prayers
Hi friends, Two of my favorite people in J-land are hurting right now and need our prayers so I ask you guys to please these two beautiful and wonderful women and let them know that we are thinking of them, First off Lisa Jo who has the journal Damaged Goods, some insensitive jerk hurt her which makes me very angry , They were jealous because Lisa is deeply loved in J-land and she is one of the most beautiful and kindest people I have ever met .I love Lisa and I hate seeing her sad .It makes me sad too.So please if you do'nt know Lisa Jo click the link on my side bar to her journal and let her know we care and are sending her our prayers and how much she means to us !!!!!!!!
The second beautiful lady who needs our prayers is Jackie who has the journal Hope Floats, those bad wildfires that are burning out of control in Southern California are really close to where she lives.Jackie is an amazing lady who has such a positive spirit and she needs us right now to pray for her and to keep her in our thoughts I hope so bad her house will be ok and she wo'nt be evacuated . I know if one of us was in this situation Jackie would be praying for us.So please go visit these two wonderful ladies, I thank you and I love you all Lisa XO
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
One of Grandma's favorite recipes
Hi friends, I was off work today and did'nt do much of anything so I wo'nt bore you all with the details, I was thinking of a recipe my grandma June loved and passed on to me and now I would like to share it with all of you, Here it is, Hugs Lisa XO
The Kidney Bean Dish
One package of ground beef
One can of tomato sauce
One can of kidney beans
One yellow onion
2 tablespoons of spicy brown mustard
2 tablespoons of cooked bacon
Ok cook the ground beef until browned, add the tomato sauce and the kidney beans and the bacon, then simmer for 10 minutes , add the diced yellow onion and the mustard and heat for 10 minutes, by the way here's a tip, cornbread is an excellent side with this dish, Love You All and hope you enjoy my grandma's recipe, Hugs !!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Tuesday
Monday, October 23, 2006
Monday Thoughts
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Monday.I worked today and it was a pretty quiet day.I worked as hard as I could getting the emails, today I got 10 customers to sign up, not bad considering it was a slow day.Only three more weeks until the 6'th Season of CSI comes out on DVD.I ca'nt wait !!!!!!!!! I absolutely loved the 6'th Season of CSI!!!!!!!!! I love the cover picture too, it is really awesome, I am going to run to my nearest wholesale store and buy it Nov 14'th.I was thinking of my Grandma June at the bus-stop today and thinking how much I miss her.She was the person in my life who loved me unconditionally , who was always good to me and accepted me as I am , God I miss her it has been 12 years since she died and I never stop missing her.I wish I had one last chance to tell her how much I loved her.Work again tommorow, hope you all have a good Tuesday, Love You All Lisa XO
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Sunday Thoughts
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Saturday Thoughts
Friday, October 20, 2006
TGIF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi friends, I am so happy it's Friday, really I am.Seriously the Gatorade cure is a miracle, I was soooooooo amazed how fast my headache went away after downing two glasses of it, you guys must try it !!!!!!!!!!!!! CSI was excellent last night, and wow that beautiful song that played twice during the show has been running through my head all day, now I think I should see about getting it, lol.I know it is from the soundtrack called In Search of Angels.Work was pretty good today, Anthony was there in a good mood, the customers were all pretty good today, no problems at all, my kind of day :) My brother got his first car last night, how stoked is he ? Congrats to you of you who were nominated for the Vivi's !!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend everyone, back at work for me tommorow, but Sunday will be my relax-day, Love You All Lisa XO P.S. I am going to write a letter to Jorja Fox Sunday and tell her how much I admire her, I hope she writes back !!!!!!!!! I would be thrilled if she did :)
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Thursday Thoughts
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Wednesday Thoughts
Monday, October 16, 2006
Monday, ugh .................
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Sunday Thoughts
Hi friends, I went to the journal chat earlier and had some fun chatting in there to my two sweet Lisa friends and making a couple of new ones as well.I am so tired today and have a weird headache right now.I was watching some episodes of ER when Jorja Fox was on there.I just think she is the best actress ever, there is something about her that when I am really sad or depressed when I see her it makes me feel better.I wish so bad I could meet her someday and give her a hug and tell her how awesome she is and how much I admire her. I wish so bad I could have my picture taken with her in Las Vegas sometime, I am going back there in April so hopefully CSI will be filming this time, I hope when Anthony's girl was proprosed to this weekend she said "Yes" to him .She had better have said "Yes" to him.I hope he invites me to his wedding , although I know seeing him in a tuxedo all dolled up and so happy would make me cry, I'm so emotional and weddings make me cry.Hope you all have a good week, Love You All and Hugs Lisa XOXO, By the way have you all voted for the Vivi's yet? I still need to, :)