Today Sucked

Hi friends, I am in a funky sad mood today , maybe my hormones are acting up or something.I was really depressed all day today, I was thinking of my best friend Debbi who moved and has'nt really kept in touch with me although she promised me she would.It hurts really bad , more then I imagined , she never gave me her new address and phone number when she moved either and I could'nt understand what her reason was behind that, But her boyfriend Doug she moved in with seemed pretty controlling of her phone time when I used to know her so there goes our friendship I guess, Sigh...............................I feel so alone today , I was even considering deleting my journal for a second, I know I would probably have more reader's if I knew how to post pictures in my journal, I feel like a failure as far as some modern techno stuff, Maybe tommorow will be better, I hope so , Robin called me into work today but I could'nt go in today feeling the way I did, I wish I could wish myself away to a tropical island for a couple of months, I feel like I need to take a breather from the world for a while, Love You All Lisa