Sunday, November 13, 2011

Bah Humbug

Hi friends, I know it has been a long long time since I last blogged. Sorry for that. I do'nt even know if I have any readers left at this point. But anyways the holidays are coming soon and I am just not into them this year. My Uncle Mark commited suicide last year at this time and the last time I spoke to him was Thanksgiving last year so it makes this one especially hard for me.

Also my lack of money this year makes me wonder if I will even be able to afford to send Christmas cards this year , let alone a couple of gifts. Just such a stressful time of the year for me. I grew up in a abusive home and my family was never a very close one so Christmas just makes me really sad for the most part thinking of all the families getting together that are having fun and enjoying each other's company. I wish I could go to sleep in November and wake up January 1'st. Sorry for sounding like a grinch, hope my feelings change but for now they are what they are, love you all Lisa xoxo

6 comments:

Emmi said...

We don't really have family that we're close to either. We hang with ourselves & that's enough for us. I'm not on blogger much but if you add the links on FB when you update it will remind me to come over & read it. =) Don't worry about sending out Christmas cards. We all know you love us & real friends will understand.

Michelle said...

Hang in there Lisa- I know its a rough time of the year for you. Hopefully the time will go fast and then we can start counting down to Nice beautiful Spring weather!

Hang in there!

Love,
Michelle

Indigo Blues said...

I hear you Lisa. I'm a bit of a Bah Humbug myself this year. It just hasn't been a great year and I need some peace and relaxation more than I need a celebration. Plus, I become a year older right near Christmas and I'm not really looking forward to that either.

I'm sorry you feel so alone. Don't worry about presents or cards. In fact, send e cards to anyone you can. I know we'll talk a lot before Christmas but I really hope you feel better. Just do whatever feels good for you.

mortonlake said...

i am same as you.you know i got dumped by my ex in march,had a great xmas last year.wont be so nice this.and im same,no cash to spare.and i really dont care. you take care,love,mort xxx

melvin said...

Hello Lisa, have a good day.
Melvin

Missie said...

I say Bah Humbug as well so you're not alone.I'm so behind in reading blogs. Sorry about that. Happy late Thanksgiving. Google now offers an email subscription option for your sidebar. If you add that to your sidebar, it will make keeping up with blogs so much easier. Your entries will come directly to my inbox. Have a good week!