Stressed and overwhelmed .

Hi friends, been feeling really stressed lately. Am still continuing my job search.Is very frustrating . Sometimes I just want to scream. I got a notice in the mail a couple of weeks ago for jury duty. It's on March 28'th in South San Fransisco. I am praying March 27'th they will not need me since I have to be at 8:30 a.m. in the morning.Just got over being super sick last week. Hoping everyone is having a good week, Love and Hugs Lisa

Bah Humbug

Hi friends, I know it has been a long long time since I last blogged. Sorry for that. I do'nt even know if I have any readers left at this point. But anyways the holidays are coming soon and I am just not into them this year. My Uncle Mark commited suicide last year at this time and the last time I spoke to him was Thanksgiving last year so it makes this one especially hard for me.

Also my lack of money this year makes me wonder if I will even be able to afford to send Christmas cards this year , let alone a couple of gifts. Just such a stressful time of the year for me. I grew up in a abusive home and my family was never a very close one so Christmas just makes me really sad for the most part thinking of all the families getting together that are having fun and enjoying each other's company. I wish I could go to sleep in November and wake up January 1'st. Sorry for sounding like a grinch, hope my feelings change but for now they are what they are, love you all Lisa xoxo

Things are looking up :)

Hi friends, sorry it has been a while since I updated, I won my appeal so now I am finally get unemployment, one less thing to worry about now until I find another job, thanks for all your support, Things are slowly getting better for me but I have always had awesome friends, I love you guys, XOXOXO Lisa

Go away please winter !!!!!!!!!!

I took this pretty picture one night, 68 days left till Spring, is slowly counting down, lol. Hope all my friends are well, XOXOXO Lisa

First post of 2011

Hi friends, I have not been too good about posting lately on here, have been kind of down in the dumps I do not do winter that well either.I'm hoping 2011 will be better and nothing like last year. I hope I can find the right job fit for me and be happy someplace.Sometimes it's hard to keep pushing myself but I have to.Hopefully will be back soon with more positive news to report, please keep me in your prayers, love to you all XOXOXO Lisa

And so it goes

Hi friends, hope you are all are doing well. I have been stressing lately, got a letter today in the mail from Unemployment today, There is a hearing I will have to attend soon, Ugh I just want this year to be over, This may be my last update before Christmas , Hoping you all have a good one, I will be glad when it's over, Think on January 1'st I will be very relieved, Love You All and wish me "Good luck" XOXOXO Lisa

The Latest on me

Hi friends, thought it would be only fair I give you all an update, I filed for unemployment a couple of months ago and it was denied the week of Thanksgiving, I was crushed knowing my boss lied to the unemployment office to deny me so I filed an appeal and mailed the letter off yesterday, will let you all know what happens, have not really been much in the Christmas spirit this season, sometimes the holidays bring back sad memories for me about how my father and I were never that close and stuff like that, but I wish all of my friends a beautiful holiday season and a Happy and healthy " 2011" Boy will I be glad to see this year end, I love you all and thanks for being there for me XOXOXO Lisa