Bah Humbug

Hi friends, I know it has been a long long time since I last blogged. Sorry for that. I do'nt even know if I have any readers left at this point. But anyways the holidays are coming soon and I am just not into them this year. My Uncle Mark commited suicide last year at this time and the last time I spoke to him was Thanksgiving last year so it makes this one especially hard for me.

Also my lack of money this year makes me wonder if I will even be able to afford to send Christmas cards this year , let alone a couple of gifts. Just such a stressful time of the year for me. I grew up in a abusive home and my family was never a very close one so Christmas just makes me really sad for the most part thinking of all the families getting together that are having fun and enjoying each other's company. I wish I could go to sleep in November and wake up January 1'st. Sorry for sounding like a grinch, hope my feelings change but for now they are what they are, love you all Lisa xoxo

Things are looking up :)

Hi friends, sorry it has been a while since I updated, I won my appeal so now I am finally get unemployment, one less thing to worry about now until I find another job, thanks for all your support, Things are slowly getting better for me but I have always had awesome friends, I love you guys, XOXOXO Lisa

Go away please winter !!!!!!!!!!

I took this pretty picture one night, 68 days left till Spring, is slowly counting down, lol. Hope all my friends are well, XOXOXO Lisa

After Thanksgiving Thoughts

Hi friends, that rainbow picture  below I took myself a few months back, am proud of it, anyhow hope that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving, I had a little bit of a rough day but in the end I have great friends and an awesome mom and so much to be thankful for.My store will be crazy for the next 5 weeks so I pray I can make it through yet another Christmas working retail.I get really stressed this time of the year and the mean customers who come out this time of the year can be really hard to deal with for me anyway.

OMG last Friday my mom and I went out to eat at T.G.I Fridays and I got really sick from the food I ate from there, am never going there again, I would warn anyone around here to not go there, I am finally almost back to normal after almost a week, hoping you all have a good weekend, Love You All Lisa XOXO

Brushing off the cobwebs

Hi friends, it's been a while, thought I would update my journal and let you know I am still alive, lol.Not too much excitement going on in my life right now, soon work will be really busy and the mall will be bustling with Christmas shoppers.As most of you know I am  always on Facebook, most of my fellow bloggers are there too.

I have met many great people on Facebook, would be nice though if it worked right once in a while.Lately I have been having trouble sleeping again, could be stress- related, but it's frustrating to say the least.All this H1N1 hype makes me nervous and I really hate getting sick and this time of the year I ca'nt afford to get sick and miss too much work.Anyway thanks to those of you who have stuck by me even though I do'nt blog much anymore, I have great friends, Better get some sleep, I love you all Lisa XOXOXO

It's me, waves

Hi friends, thought it was about time I did an entry.Wow I am still in shock Jorja sent me yet another autographed picture Friday. See posted picture, never mind the grass, it's from my cat calender, lol.It just makes me love her all the more for thinking of me , she is without a doubt the nicest celebrity that there is !!!!!!!! Anyhow I have been doing ok, just working and  trying  to plan what I want to do this summer.Summer is my favorite time of the yearI feel bad I have been neglecting my journal, I am kind of in a writer's block right now regarding my CSI journal, any ideas for Grissom and Sara would be greatly appreciated.Anyhow I hope all of you have been doing well, I am on Facebook alot and on Twitter too, Emily please email me your name on Twitter so I can find you, I Love You All Lisa XOXOXOXO P.S. Lisa Jo Happy belated birthday to you, I hope you had the best day ever, gift will be coming soon for you !!!!!!!!

It's been a while

Hi friends, it's me Lisa, lol. Sorry I have'nt been around too much lately.I spend way too much time playing on Facebook and I am on Twitter.com too as well as My Space.OMG The Cold Case ending last night really had me upset, I love Lilly on Cold Case and I hope to God she is ok, I wish I could fast forward this week to next Sunday the 10'th so I can find out if Lilly is ok,  I know I always mention Jorja and post her pictures because I love her and she's my favorite actress, but I have come to love all of the characters on Cold Case especially  Scotty and Lilly.I can relate to Lilly in a big way with the abuse from her past and her bad relationship with her father, I think she is a terrific actress too .Speaking of fathers this coming week drums up a time that I do'nt like thinking about,  This coming Thursday the 7'th  it would be one year since my dad died.I look back and wish things could have been different between us , and I really do think that he wished his stepkids were his own kids instead of me and my brother.I never mentioned this before except to one good friend, but it was his stepkids who scattered his ashes a few weeks after the memorial service instead of me and my brother.Yeah that bothers me, but I am used to people shutting me out especially family members.Anyway thanks for listening to my rant, I am watching Randy Pausch giving The Last Lecture and once again seeing how amazing he was as a person,  I love you all Lisa XOXOXO