Hi friends, I love that picture of Heath above, he had such a beautiful smile, that smile will be forever etched in my heart.I am so sad he is gone, he was a very talented young actor and I will miss him.My heart goes out to Michelle Williams and his young daughter Matilda, I hope you all had a good Wednesday, I worked today, talk about boring , yawn !!!!!!!!!!! At least Melissa was off today , that was a good thing, lol.Tommorow I am working again and then off Friday and the weekend, Tommorow's CSI is a repeat where Grissom asked Sara to marry him, I love that episode ,I love Grissom and Sara, they are the cutest TV couple ever, Tommorow a beautiful friend of mine is having a birthday, so Happy Birthday to you tommorow Terry Ann , hope you have a great day filled with all the things you love , 
Have a good Thursday everyone, stay warm,it has been cold and wet all this week, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi guys, hope you all had a good Thursday, That new picture of Jorja above is from today, she was giving an interview on KTLA this morning, course I missed it not living in Los Angeles, Damn it , but on a happy note I did send the heart necklace off to Jorja today and paid for a delivery confirmation, I sure hope she likes it, I bought one like it too, I love jewelry but this heart necklace is cute and casual and fun.Work was so boring today, I could'nt wait to leave today, Cyndie was there busy with Melissa, There is this older woman in her 50's who comes in my store alot and I always cringe when she comes to my register because she does'nt talk to me when I say "Hi how's it going" or anytime, she just says nothing to me and makes me feel like a fucking idiot, I do'nt know what her problem is, I know she is'nt deaf because she gave me attitude once when I was'nt near the register, I bet if someone gave her a good swift kick in the ass she would know how to talk then, any volunteers for that? Hehe , When I see her heading towards the back of the store sometimes I walk away from my register so I do'nt have to deal with her, anyhow I hope you all have a good Friday, Missie I will buy a big tan envelope this weekend for Nicci's magazine and get it off to her ASAP, So glad this week is nearly over , I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, thank you for all of your helpful advice about how to send Jorja the necklace, I never did make it to the Post Office today but I decided tommorow that I will send Jorja the necklace and as Angie suggested ask for a Confirmation Delivery, I absolutely feel like crap now, my cold kicked in full force at work and I had to keep a box of tissues next to my register at work, my eyes hurt and my head is stuffed up and my nose just wants to run, ugh I hate being sick, I should'nt complain though , this is the first time I have been sick all winter, I need to get a big envelope on Friday because I bought a CSI magazine for Missie's beautiful Nicci and I need an envelope for it to send it off to her, Lisa Jo I am going to watch Lost tommorow night but I'll probably be asking you alot of questions because I have never seen the show before so I will probably be lost, lol. Have a good Thursday everyone, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, I'll be making a trip to the Post Office this morning, I bought Jorja a red heart necklace at my store yesterday, something cute that was a modern but casual design I knew she would love, the question is when I mail it to her this morning should I certify it ??????? Let me know, Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, today was another wet and rainy day, work was so boring today, Virginia was out sick and I started to lose my voice at work as well, figured the phone by my register was ringing off the hook and I had to keep answering it, sigh ............ One of my co -workers Stephanie came in right before I got off and was upset, Bret took her outside to talk, I have a feeling I know who was making her upset, She had some problems before with Melissa so I knew that was probably it, I felt bad for Stephanie, I have a feeling Melissa is picking on her for some reason and it bothers me, tommorow I need to go to the Post Office before work, this week is nothing but rain once again, Florida sounds really good right about now or Hawaii, I hope you all have a good hump day tommorow and if you have sunny weather where you are please send some sun this way, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, thanks to Sugar for the cute tag, Today was'nt bad for a Monday, I went down to the coast for a while , bought the angel, passed through Pacifica, came home, I never did make it to the Post Office, will try that again tommorow, I woke up with a tickle in my throat today, seems like I am coming down with something that makes me keep coughing, tommorow will be back to work, hopefully Melissa will be off, I never did call her back about working today but I hate working Mondays because it is so freaking boring in my store !!!!!!!! Hope you all have a good upcoming week, I think I will skip Bush's speech tonight, I know whatever he will be saying will be either lies or bullshit, spare me Bush !!!!!!!!! I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, hope you all had a good weekend, mine was ok, the weather here is still gloomy , wet , and rainy, but there was a beautiful rainbow in the sky earlier which kind of makes up for all the rain and grey skies around here, Melissa left me a message when I was out wanting me to go into work tommorow, ugh nuts to that, I am going to Half Moon Bay tommorow because I fell in love with a wooden angel in a store along there back in December and I want to go get her, I love angels, I always have, I was disappointed to see Cold Case is'nt on CBS tonight :( There was a really good episode of it on TNT last night, the episode was about a boy who was mentally challenged and he had been hit by a train and Lilly was investigating his murder, it was a sad story , his dad had abandoned him when he was born and his mom was sick with cancer and this kid just had a young care - taker looking after him , the ending had shown that his care -taker had been responsible for his death and when Lilly was leaving her office at the end when she went outside she looked up for a minute and there was the kid standing on the bridge smiling at her and she looked up and smiled back at him and then he faded away, I hope you all have a good upcoming week, I ca'nt believe January is pretty much over , but it never has been a favorite month of mine, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Friday, it has been raining all day long here and I feel a small wave of depression wanting to come, probably hormone - related.This has been a sad week having Heath die and that incident at the T.G.I. Fridays near my work, my mom and brother remembered that manager that was killed and said how nice he was.I will never understand why good people have to die :( The weather all next week is rainy too, sigh ....... I am really sick of winter,Spring, I am so ready for you, I hope you all have a good weekend, I am off work until Tuesday and happy about that, I have to get some snail - mail off this weekend but I am hoping the rain will let up a little bit, Please send some hugs my way, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, Thank you Lisa Jo for the lovely tag of Heath above. Today was ok and just that , ok.I would like to say a few words in Heath's defense that I do'nt think his death was a suicide and more likely an accident, I for one am very sorry he is gone, he was a very gifted and talented actor and he always seemed very modest to be an actor so that is why I find it hard to believe that he took his own life, he really seemed to adore his young daughter.He was always smiling when there was a picture of them together , I feel terrible for his little girl Matilda and Michelle too.Work was the same old shit, I had a customer argue with me about why I could'nt give him a free World Market tote bag but it said on the paper no valid with alcoholic purchases, Sigh............. Another customer got into it with Melissa when he tried to do a return at my register , he had paid with a gift card and was demanding the gift card he had already spent back, I kept telling him he could only get a store credit but he wanted to be a jack -ass and argue , He was pissed and told Melissa he would be calling Cyndie on her,He was in the wrong , what a dummy, Cyndie will probably laugh at his pathetic ass, Is it Friday yet ??????? I am so ready, by the way that new movie that starts tommorow with Diane Lane called Untraceable looks really good, I might go check it out, have a good Friday everyone,I will curl upon my bed and watch CSI later, always a great distraction for a lousy day, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, I just got home from a quiet day, Melissa was her same old self today, I mostly ignored her.My other asst manager Bret was there and I noticed he did really good last week when there was a secret shopper and he got a really good score- I congratulated him on the good job he did.I was very sad to hear Heath Ledger died today, I had always had a crush on him and thought he was really cute and he had a beautiful smile- my favorite movie that he was in was 10 Things I Hate About You with Julia Stiles, Rest in peace Heath, you will be missed , I also feel bad because he had a very young daughter with the actress Michelle Williams , just so sad all around , :( I hope you all have a good Wednesday, Tonight for you Cold Case fans on TNT starting at 8:00 p.m. till Midnight is a mini marathon of Cold Case, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, Thank you to Emmi for the awesome tag above, hope you all had a good day.That news about the murder at Friday's was shocking to me.When I went out today I passed by there and there was yellow police tape all around the restaurant, That place is right across from where I work ( Hillsdale Mall) Scary stuff I tell ya, Tommorow will be back to work, we may even get some snow tommorow around here, that should be cool, literally, lol.Hope you all have a good rest of the week, Stay safe out there for those of you that live where there is lots of snow , I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, thank you to my extremely talented friend Russ for the awesome graphic above, I just heard on the news this morning across the street from my work there was a homicide at the T.G.I . Fridays, I go there alot, wow that is hitting a little too close to home for me, If any of you guys want to read more about it, I know in the San Mateo Daily Journal tommorow 
Hi friends, I am giving you all some easy homework tonight, for those of you that have never seen the show Cold Case please watch it tonight on CBS at 9:00 p.m., it is such a moving and fascinating show, I love it , almost as much as CSI.I like the cast on Cold Case alot, they are all interesting to watch but the lead character Lilly Rush is my favorite, I admire her strength and her compassion for some of the victims
Hi friends, I recieved a new address book for Christmas since my old one was falling apart and so I am re- writing all of your addresses inside and phone numbers.If any of you have moved recently or if you ever feel like chatting , please email me your address or number so I can write them inside, I love sending snail - mail and I write lots of letters and send alot of cards too.I have alot of your birthdays so but if you like you can email me that too, if anyone needs my address let me know, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, that picture is so cute above of Jorja and George Eads, today was my ultrasound, I would be lying if I said I was'nt scared to death waiting inside the doctor's office, I tried to think of pleasant things to occupy my mind, I thought of all of you my - J land family, Jorja, Billy Petersen, my cat, it helped a little, any way I had the ultrasound and the doctor said everything looked ok, whew !!!!!!!!! I am so relieved, wishing you all a great weekend, my stomach has been acting odd today, I better not be getting sick, I Love You All and Thank You for all of your prayers and kind words, XOXO Lisa
Hi friends, I love that picture above, Billy is just so damned adorable, today was so boring at work, ugh I could'nt wait to leave.Cyndie was there with Melissa much of the day, they were too busy to bother me, just as well,Tommorow afternoon is my ultrasound to check my breast lump, think good thoughts for me ok,Tonight I thought was the episode when Grissom asked her to marry him, but the episode Go To Hell is on tonight and next week is That episode where Grissom asks Sara to marry him, love that part !!!!!!!, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, Thank you so much to Donna from D's Designs for the cute tag above, first of all thank you again for all of your kind comments and support to me yesterday,Chrissie I cried so hard when I read your comment to me yesterday ,I do understand how your kids feel and how much it hurts to be ignored by your own father and going through life feeling second best. It is too bad my dad got a second chance but yet is still as cold and cruel as ever, But I do'nt expect him to change anytime soon, I really appreciated all of your kindness.Kelli I finally tried the liquid crack yesterday aka the iced coffee from Burger King, it was good at first but it gave me terrible heartburn.However this morning I went by Mc Donald's and had the iced coffee regular one and it was delicious and no heartburn- yea !!!!!!! I rate the Mc Donald's Iced Coffee 10 out of 10, I love it !!!!!!!!!!! Work was slow today , Melissa was out sick :) Just fine by me, I got 10 emails today , Bret was happy about that.I watched American Idol last night but Cold Case was on TNT at the same time so I was switching back and forth, I so need to get a DVR, I love Cold Case and it is really one of the best shows I have ever seen, I wish it was on tonight, not too much onWednesday so I guess I may watch Idol again just for fun, I hope you all have a good Thursday, Cyndie will be coming by tommorow and Melissa is supposed to be there too, that should be interesting, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, Thank you to Emmi for the cute tag above, if anyone wants to see the article from yesterday about the teacher that saved my dad's life I still have it,Thank you all for all of your kind comments to me yesterday, Yesterday was a sad day for me, too bad for my dad having his life saved did'nt make him a better human being, oh well, let me know if anyone wants me to email it to them, the link in my journal I posted will be different today because the San Mateo Daily Paper changes every day, hope you all have a good Wednesday, wish me luck going to work, Melissa will be there, Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, I just got home , imagine my surprise at work when I read this article today in my local newspaper in my store, read the story about the teacher 
Hi friends, I just got home, this morning when I was sleeping I heard a woman screaming "Help me" outside, I rushed outside on my balcony to see if I saw anything but I did'nt.A few minutes later I heard a fire engine go out, but the whole day that bothered me.I just checked John the troll's journal to see if he was still making fun of my journal and yes sure enough he was bashing Jorja and calling her names and making fun of my CSI journal too.I just want to cry right now , I am so done with him,I am so sick of trolls , I may end up making my CSI journal private so stay tuned those of you that are readers. I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Yup that penguin on the top of the bear's head is me, I am such an idiot.I never should have posted that troll Johnjj schmidt's worthless journal link in my journal, I should have just ignored that creep and moved on.I hope for those of you that left him comments he does'nt start bothering you guys........ I have been sick all weekend with this weird virus, I have been nauseous and tired and having the chills and add a little bit of sadness to the mix there as well.I hope by tommorow I feel a little better, Have a good upcoming week everyone, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
Wow no wonder I feel nauseous tonight, The well- known troll around J- land Johnjjschmidt now going by the name Jack Schmidt just left me a comment in my CSI journal, Here was his lovely comment to me " Why does'nt Sara go to bed with Grissom and invite a couple of the CSI people to watch , that would make for a better story do'nt you think ? Would liven this journal up, that is for sure" I got my first troll ever !!!!!! Oh happy day !!!!!!!!!! You all know I am being sarcastic, I really feel sick to my stomach, nerve related I think, I better get off here, Love You All Lisa XOXO
Hi friends, Thank you to Donna from D's Designs for the adorable tag above.I had my appt this morning, I had the urge to cry sitting in the doctor's office before she came in and still do now, probably just nerves.Anyhow she felt the lump and said more then likely it was a cyst or a fatty deposit because it was hard for her to find the lump in my breast which she said was a good thing.She had me schedule an ultra -sound this coming Monday .So that is what I know for right now, Sounded pretty good to me . I am not worried, As soon as I get my results back from the ultra -sound I will let you all know.Please keep Angie in your prayers, her grandpa passed away last night, she is on my mind today, Angie if you need to talk or anything let me know.There have been trolls on the loose in J- Land even forcing a good friend of mine to shut down her journal, This journal will never be public , I am not strong enough to deal with mean people or trolls who would feel the need to attack my appearance, or my journal , or anything about me.I am surprised I have'nt had any trolls visit my CSI journal and leave me nasty comments about my writing or Grissom and Sara, One thing I will not stand for is a troll attacking Jorja in my CSI journal or making fun of her looks. I saw someone on the CSI Wiki board write a post that said they did'nt like Jorja because of the gap in her teeth, gimme a freaking break !!!!!!!!!!!That subject is very sensitive to me because I struggle with my own insecurity or self doubt everyday.Anyhow I hope you all have a good weekend, I am grateful not to be working today since Melissa is there today, I thank you for all of your prayers, kind words and continued support.It means the world to me, I Love You All Lisa XOXO 
Hi friends, hope you all had a good Thursday.Today was a good day, Melissa was off which I was very glad about and my stomach was much better today, I think the problem was I have noticed whenever I eat corn I feel sick to my stomach the following day so no more corn, I ca'nt digest it and I feel ill whenever I eat it the next day.Work was quiet today and I thanked Olivia for working for me tommorow so I could go to that doctor's appt.Wish me luck for my appointment tommorow, I do'nt have to work again until Tuesday - woo-hoo !!!!!!!! I would like to wish a very sweet little boy a very Happy 2'nd Birthday tommorow so Kyan "Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Kyan, Happy Birthday to you !!!!!!!
Hi friends, Thank you to Sugar for the awesome tag above, I called into work sick today because my stomach was a little upset today, Melissa answered and I told her I was'nt feeling well and would 'nt be in today and she says this to me "Ok , sounds good " Uh what the hell ? Is she happy I am sick, sounds to me like she is.I am glad I'm off today, Cyndie was coming by anyway and I did'nt feel like seeing her.I hope in a way Melissa screws up today in front of her, Angie or Donna or Chrissie, if you want to call me today go for it, I should be here for most of the day.I do'nt feel that sick actually, I'm not sick to my stomach, just more like indigestion.I made a DR's appt for this coming Friday morning at 10 :40 a.m. to check my lump checked in my breast.Keep those prayers coming please, I'll give you all an update after my appt Friday as soon as I hear anything, I Love You All Lisa XOXO
