Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Today gave me a headache

Hi friends, I just got home , imagine my surprise at work when I read this article today in my local newspaper in my store, read the story about the teacher http://www.smdailyjournal.com I was shocked reading it, then sad, cried a little , then thought who cares.My dad is such a phony,everything that comes out of his mouth is such bullshit, Too bad having his life saved did'nt make him a human being, oh well, ca'nt expect a heartless person to suddenly grow a heart overnight now can you ?,  I bet he treats this teacher who saved his pathetic life alot better then he ever did me or my brothers, she can be his new daughter, the sad thing is I bet she probably has a dad who adores her , I have such a headache, I wanted to cry all day at work, seeing that article brought back all these emotions I try so hard to keep hidden inside, Oh well , tommorow is another day, Love You All Lisa XOXO

16 comments:

imgr8phil said...

You seem so upset Lisa.  Try to relax.  You need to not worry so much about things you aren't in control of.  Take care and I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

Phil

bojgill4375 said...

Try not to let him upset you. Some people will NEVER change ever! They are who they are.  Try giving him to the Lord and try not to worry about him.  It may sound hard doing that but it will make you sick if you don't.  Don't let him hurt you anymore or ruin your day. I know it hurts but let go of it and tell yourself you deserved to be treated better and are a better person than him. In my prayers, Janie

nay0114 said...

Every day is new adventure for me and I’m so thankful to be alive, more than ever,” he said.
To bad he's not that damn thankful, he doesn't realize what he lost when he lost his children. I hate fathers like this or should I say sperm donors. I'm so happy that he can have the woman over for dinner and take her to a game and crap. What does he need a seconc chance at life for.. it's not like he's gonna change.
I'm so sorry you had to read that crap in the paper at work. You're the only one who truly knows how my children feel about their own dad. Hope your headache goes away and you feel better soon.
Hugs, Chrissie

fierrorachel said...

Maybe the headache comes more from the shine of the rings?  LOL just kidding.  How many rings have stones?  OK, this has nothing to do with your post, but I was curious.
Rachel
http://journals.aol.com/fierrorachel/LifeNStuff

toonguykc said...

It takes some time to get over old hurts inflicted by family.  Just let it go as much as you can.

xoxoxo
Russ

hbound4 said...

Lisa sorry for your hurts then and now! Take care of your headache and I think you could be a southern girl with the "Tomorrow is another day"! Yes we need to compare notes sometimes on childhood thing is my parents are not the problem. Take care of yourself.
Sharon

siennastarr said...

Lisa, I can relate to how your feeling.  I still have to struggle with those kinds of feelings even after all these years.  Sometimes, it doesn't take much to bring that hurt right back up to the surface!  I am truly sorry that you're feeling so sad right now.  You are right, tomorow is another day.  I hope it's a better one for you!

Love you
jackie

jckfrstross said...

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Lisa}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}


Deb

lanurseprn said...

Wow that was your Dad?? I'm so sorry it made you sad to see the article. I hope you feel better tomorrow after a good night sleep.
Pam

chat2missie said...

Sending hugs your way!
Missie

peytonswater said...

(((((((((((((((((( Lisa )))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry this brought back so much :( I just don't know what else to say, except for your in my thoughts.
Love you
ang

emmi2sweet said...

Sorry you're feeling so bad. Feel better soon. Hugs, Emmi

queeniemart said...

i do not see one article about anything....can you send me just the article? I am confused. love you
lisa

kamdghwmw said...

We all have days like that. A good cry may be just what the doctor ordered! So go a head and let it all out. We are here for you.
Kelli
http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom

onehenn3chicks said...

He is nothing but an ass.  Try not to think twice about him.  He's not worth your emotions and thoughts.   (((HUGS)))


Amy

mastersblynn said...

((((((LISA)))))))) It is His loss sweetie.