A little dose of Anthony and all is better

Hi friends, thank you so very much for all your kind comments to me yesterday and today.They mean so much to me and help me feel better.Today was good , I called Anthony at work to ask him something today and he asked me for a favor , if I could come in for 5 hours to cover the mid-shift, well you all know how much I like him, I am like butter in his hands, I melt whenever he talks to me and smiles at me or compliments me and says "How good I am with the customers " So in I went .He was in a pretty good mood , and looked wonderful as always.I was helping him put some shelves together for our new shipment of Halloween stuff and his hand kept touching mine, it made me all tingly with joy.When I went back to my register Anthony reminded me to ask the customers if they want to sign up to be on our World Market email list, I have'nt been that great about asking people and then he added "I am supposed to write people up that do'nt ask, but I really do'nt want to do that to you !" I was like Awwwwwwww he is such a sweetheart !!!!!!! He made my day so much better today by being there and being kind to me.I wish so much my dad was as kind to me as Anthony is, it really breaks my heart that things have to suck between my father and I. We have'nt spoken in almost 4 years, but he can never treat me like a human being or treat me like I am someone who matters , he always makes me feel so crappy about myself.My self-esteem is in serious need of repairs from damage down to me during my childhood.I have serious trust issues and I am shy still with people I do'nt know too well.I also have a hard time believing I am worth something.I am trying to fix that .Thank you again for all your kind comments, I love you all so much, more then you will ever know, by the way Barbara my new best friend, I had such a wonderful conversation with you last night, you are such a great friend and I love you lots !!!!!!!!!!!!!  Have a good Friday everyone, I'm off to watch CSI !!!!!!!!! :) XO Lisa

Today Sucked

Hi friends, I am in a funky sad mood today , maybe my hormones are acting up or something.I was really depressed all day today, I was thinking of my best friend Debbi who moved and has'nt really kept in touch with me although she promised me she would.It hurts really bad , more then I imagined , she never gave me her new address and phone number when she moved either and I could'nt understand what her reason was behind that, But her boyfriend Doug she moved in with seemed pretty controlling of her phone time when I used to know her so there goes our friendship I guess, Sigh...............................I feel so alone today , I was even considering deleting my journal for a second, I know I would probably have more reader's if I knew how to post pictures in my journal, I feel like a failure as far as some modern techno stuff, Maybe tommorow will be better, I hope so , Robin called me into work today but I could'nt go in today feeling the way I did, I wish I could wish myself away to a tropical island for a couple of months, I feel like I need to take a breather from the world for a while, Love You All Lisa

Today Sucked

Hi friends, I am in a funky sad mood today , maybe my hormones are acting up or something.I was really depressed all day today, I was thinking of my best friend Debbi who moved and has'nt really kept in touch with me although she promised me she would.It hurts really bad , I miss her so much,  more then I imagined , she never gave me her new address and phone number when she moved either and I could'nt understand what her reason was behind that, But her boyfriend Doug she moved in with seemed pretty controlling of her phone time when I used to know her so there goes our friendship I guess, She pretty much moved on without me, Sigh...............................I feel so alone today , I was even considering deleting my journal for a second, I know I would probably have more reader's if I knew how to post pictures in my journal, I feel like a failure as far as some modern techno stuff, Maybe tommorow will be better, I hope so , Robin called me into work today but I could'nt go in today feeling the way I did, I wish I could wish myself away to a tropical island for a couple of months, I feel like I need to take a breather from the world for a while, Love You All Lisa

Any More Takers For The Magnet Swap ?

Hi friends, if anymore of you would be interested in the magnet swap email Robin who has the journal These Are The Day's Of Our Lives, I fixed the link from two days ago and noticed I had'nt written her link correctly , I left out a letter but now it's working, Robin's journal is posted in my other journal's section, This is a great idea Robin came up up, she needs to know by Friday who is interested in participating so go and email her, Love You All Lisa XO

We have another Birthday in the house

Hi Everyone, there is another birthday today, please go over to my lovely friend Donna's journal which is titled Sweeping the Cobwebs of my Mind ( Her journal is listed in my Other Journal's section) and wish her a "Happy Birthday" she is a beautiful and kind lady and a great friend as well, "Happy Birthday Donna  I wish you a wonderful day full of all the things you enjoy" !!!!!!!!!! Thanks for being such a good friend !!!!! Hope you all have a great Tuesday, it's off to work for me a little later, Love You All Lisa XO  P.S. Thank you all that went over and wished Lisa a "Happy Birthday " yesterday, she is so sweet , hope she had a great day yesterday !!!!!

Happy Birthday Lisa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi friends, I would just like to start this journal entry and wish my very sweet new friend Lisa of the journal Please Do'nt Take Life For Granted a very Happy Birthday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you have a great day Lisa :) My friend Robin of the journal These Are The Days Of Our Lives had an excellent idea for J-landers A magnet swap, now if you guys are interested in participating please go to her journal link listed in my other journals section and tell her.I love this idea !!!!!!!!!!!!! Lisa Jo I hope you are feeling better , I miss you ! Emily I am praying for Tony , I hope he will always be safe .Missie I hope Brandon has a good appt tommorow, I'll be back at work tommorow drooling over Anthony, I read tonight the release date for the 6'th Season of CSI is now Nov 14'th , that seems so far off , but it's so worth waiting for !!!!!!!!!! If you guys have never seen this show I highly reccomend you watch an episode and you will be so hooked !!!!!!! The episode on this Thursday at 9:00 on CBS is a pretty good one so if you want to check it out , go for it , ok see you guys later , Love You All Lisa XO

Sunday Thoughts

Hi friends, hope you all had an enjoyable Sunday.I worked again today and Cyndie ( Our district manager) decided to come by and greet us with her presence.I saw her talking on her cell phone when I walked in this morning, probably showing off, lol.Thank god her visit was'nt a long one, she asked me to straighten the fake flowers so I said "Sure " and went off to do it, I chuckled to myself as I was doing that picturing the look on her face if I would have told her to " Go jump in a lake" Cyndie is not really a very likable person most of the time and I do'nt care for her much as a person. She was actually in a rare good mood today when I saw her, also when she was sitting in the back of the store writing something I heard her laugh for the very first time, I was surprised , I did'nt think she knew how, lol.Anyhow my day was ok , the store was really busy , more then yesterday.Thank God tommorow I am off, I need to take a breather after 3 days in a row.If any of you guys would still like a San Mateo postcard let me know and email me your address and I'll get one out to you, I bought more tonight after work, I have a very special friend who has a birthday tommorow, Lisa , my new friend who has the journal Do'nt Take Life For Granted, she is a sweetie and I think she is just an awesome lady, so go over to Lisa's journal, her link is in my other journal's section and send her some sweet birthday wishes !!!!!!!! Happy Birthday Lisa !!!!!!!!! Hope you have a wonderful day , thanks for being a good friend !!!!!!! Love You All Lisa