Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Today Sucked

Hi friends, I am in a funky sad mood today , maybe my hormones are acting up or something.I was really depressed all day today, I was thinking of my best friend Debbi who moved and has'nt really kept in touch with me although she promised me she would.It hurts really bad , I miss her so much,  more then I imagined , she never gave me her new address and phone number when she moved either and I could'nt understand what her reason was behind that, But her boyfriend Doug she moved in with seemed pretty controlling of her phone time when I used to know her so there goes our friendship I guess, She pretty much moved on without me, Sigh...............................I feel so alone today , I was even considering deleting my journal for a second, I know I would probably have more reader's if I knew how to post pictures in my journal, I feel like a failure as far as some modern techno stuff, Maybe tommorow will be better, I hope so , Robin called me into work today but I could'nt go in today feeling the way I did, I wish I could wish myself away to a tropical island for a couple of months, I feel like I need to take a breather from the world for a while, Love You All Lisa


mmartinez07 said...

OMG Lisa, I'm sorry you're so down. It breaks my heart to know that you're so sad. I wish I could hug you and make you feel better. You're always so cheerful and bubbly and you make us all happy. Please don't think about deleting your journal. Sweetie, journals aren't about pictures, they're for expressing how you feel, and for venting your frustrations. Adding pictures is fun, but it's not how to get more readers. You have to remember that you are private, so people can't come to you unless you add them. I hope you feel better tomorrow.
{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}} ~ Mandy ~

siennastarr said...

To add to Mandy's comment... I forgot you were private, Lisa!  That has a LOT to do with how many readers you have.  If you've left your link, they may have tried to get in and saw you were private and just moved on.  You can send out a group email from your journal inviting people to read your private journal.  Have you tried that?


queeniemart said...

i have no idea why i am not getting alerts for your journel....i reapplied again. Dont delete your journal....having no pics has nothing to do with it....maybe you can go public again. You are an awesome lady!
XO lisa

dreamingbrwneyes said...

I'm so far behind on alerts but trying to catch up : )
Im so sorry your are missing your friend, and it's a shame she has chosen to be with someone so controlling. I hope you oneday meet someone who doesnt take the place of her but fills up the friendship hole in your heart.
I think your being too hard on yourself about the journal thing, it takes time to get readers going, leave your link on the journals you read, that will bring in more traffic. Im not sure if people really pay attention to pictures in journals, I just do it because I like it, but its really about the words.
I hope you are feeling better!
~ Jenny

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