Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Nothing Like A Family Member To Let You Down

Hi friends, I am feeling sad tonight.I was planning on seeing my Uncle Mark today for lunch, we have'nt seen each other in a year but he cancelled on me.This is'nt the first time it has happened before either, I feel really bad and let down, his health is not the greatest and I really wanted to see him but he does'nt want to bother seeing me I guess, Another blow to my fragile self- esteem, I give up, I tried to reach out to him only to be put on the back burner, I do'nt know why I bother sometimes, Oh well that's life I guess, I hope tommorow is a little better because today really sucked, I ca'nt wait for this week to be over, Hope you all have a good Thursday, I am used to feeling alone and invisible so this is nothing new There are certain members of my family who always made an effort to make me feeling like dirt so it goes, I Love You All And Hugs Lisa XO

11 comments:

queeniemart said...

you sure aren't invisible to me lisa. You are very special. I hope he calls and reschedules soon. Love you, lj

siennastarr said...

Lisa, honey.. don't feel bad.  My family did the same thing to me... BUT.. just remember one thing.. YOU ARE NOT INVISIBLE!  You are a kind hearted, loving, caring woman who always puts others first.  I have noticed that about you... you always think of others, and don't hesitate a moment to show it.  That is a wonderful trait to possess, Lisa.  Don't ever let any one tell you different.  You just keep being the wonderful person that you are.. you hear??

{{{Lisa}}}

Jackie
http://journals.aol.com/siennastarr/Hopefloats/

motoxmom72 said...

"There are certain members of my family who always made an effort to make me feeling like dirt so it goes"

And the saying goes....don't let one apple (or in your case apples) spoil the rest of the bunch!!  You are a sweet person- not invisible!  Why don't you call Uncle Mark and just clarify that everything is going OK for him?  Express your concerns over the phone, perhaps??  Just a few suggestions......
Hugs,
Gina

imgr8phil said...

Okay!  Do you want to know why you bother?  I'll tell you.  You bother because you are a very caring person.  Even though people let you down you don't give up on them, and you most certainly don't give up on yourself.  So pick yourself up dust off your bottom, and move along cutie.  You have a lot to offer so start smiling!  Have a better day tomorrow, and that is an order. : )

Phil

eml625 said...

Lisa, I  am sorry he did this . But your not invisible ! Stop thinking that.
I hope you have a better day!
hugs,
Ellen

chat2missie said...

I'm sorry you didn't get to have lunch with your Uncle Mark.
Missie

emmi2sweet said...

So sorry about your uncle. I know how it goes with family. My dad just lives 5 minutes up the road & I have to schedule time to see him. Isn't that sad? Since my brother moved back to MO I have only talked to him once ... that was a month ago. Family members seem to hurt the worst because we love them so much. Hang in there, hold your head up. Emmi

jckfrstross said...

hope you get to have lunch with your uncle soon:)

Deb

kamdghwmw said...

I have been in your shoes, and I know how you feel. I do hope that you have a good day.
Kelli
http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom

magogos said...

I am even more sorry that you had to feel alone and invisible. It's just plain wrong. You are worth much more than the way you have been treated. Hugs Margo

dca721 said...

Hi LIsa,
I am sorry.
Sounds like maybe he isn't worth your time.
YOU are too sweet to deserve this.
Don't blame yourself.
Soounds like he is the one with a problem.
Love you girl,
Donna