Thursday, March 8, 2007

Thursday Thoughts

Hi friends, hope you all had a good Thursday.Mine was ok, I had a much -needed day off today to catch up on some things, one thing I had been wanting to do all week was to get Jorja's necklace out to her so I wrote her a nice note and taped the pendant to it.I went to the Post Office and mailed it to her.I also grocery shopped and caught up on journals, Wow I am still tired from working last night so late, it took alot out of me to stay at work that late, I felt a little depressed and sad last night at work and my back was hurting so Mr Red must be on his way, I hate the way I feel when and before Mr Red is here, I beat myself up emotionally and really I can be my own worst enemy at times, My dad did such a great job of making me feel like crap as a kid , he was good at hurting my feelings and making me feel invisible, I think it is sad the first man in my life had to be such a mean and nasty person because it made me very cautious and untrusting of most men to this day, I have'nt spoken to my dad in almost 6 years but I am not missing anything, I tried to move on and forget him and the harm he caused me.I am supposed to go back to work tommorow and then have the weekend off, I hope that is true, I need a weekend off so bad, I hope you all have a good Friday, CSI is a repeat tonight but I still ca'nt believe I will be here after all to see Empty Eyes, I am really happy about that, Have a good Friday everyone, I Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO

9 comments:

therealslimemmy said...

glad you had a day off sorry about your dad
emily

imgr8phil said...

Don't let the thought of your Dad get you down.  He is what he is, and you are who you are, so be proud of who you are.  Have a good evening watching CSI.

Phil

queeniemart said...

Yes i remember that CSI repeat....i taped two CSI's off of Spike on Monday, but havent seen them yet. I will tell you what they are when i watch them.
Your dad is an ass and has no idea what a treasure he has in a daughter like you. I hope you take it easy tonight. LOVE you, lisa jo

dca721 said...

Hi Lisa,
My dad has never been supportive of me.
Funny that you call it "Mr. Red"
Living around the city of Detroit, I would always say "The Red Wings are in Town."
I guess we all have a different name for that time of the month.
Glad you had a day to yourself.
I am looking forward to the weekend.
I am picking up my new car tomorrow.
Have a good night.
Love you,
Donna

jckfrstross said...

don't let your dad get you down. you are a great person:) i don't have mr red anymore whew and i don't miss it one bit lol

Deb

eml625 said...

Working nights must be hard. I never could do it. I tried.
I am sorry about your dad. Its hard to deal with things still as an adult.
Have a good day
Ellen

chat2missie said...

My brother's kids just learned a very important lesson in life.  No matter how angry at your dad you might be, for whatever reasons, he's still your dad.  Just don't forget that.  I'm not saying you should call him, or send him card, but just remember he's your dad.  Dad's, kids, has been some of my family emergency this week.  I was disapointed CSI was a rerun last night.  Oh well.  I watched it anyway.  It is my favorite show.  Have a good weekend coming up.
Missie

magogos said...

I am glad you got your necklace off to Jorja. I am sorry about your father-you deserved better. He had no right to treat you the way he did, and I hope as time goes on you can move beyond the pain and invisability he forced on you. Margo

kamdghwmw said...

I know that it is hard to move on when a parent hurts you. I am going through that with my mom. Trust me there are some good men out there!
Kelli
http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom