Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Happy Birthday Anthony

 Hi friends, The Cold Case marathon on TNT is a commercial now so I'm typing up a quick entry.Emmi and Chrissie surprised me with phone calls today, that was really nice. My mom and brother also came over for a while, that was nice too.For the last few hours I have been feeling weepy thinking of Anthony , my long lost brother.His 27'th birthday is tommorow, when mom brought him home he was in a red stocking.He had blond hair and big brown eyes.He was beautiful, my first sibling.When we were little I could make him laugh harder then anyone.He was a quiet kid but there was alot going on inside.My dad was hard on Anthony and he cried alot being a sensitive kid.I hated my dad for being such a jack-ass to my brother picking on him for his height or his acne. My dad also went after me taunting me for my A.D.D or my being a klutz.My dad was such a relentless creep.I ca'nt believe my brother has a baby now, the baby looks alot like him.I ca'nt look at the photo too hard because it makes me cry.Happy  27'th Birthday Anthony, I hope you have a good day, I'll be thinking of you tommorow, I hope you all had a good Christmas,Cold Case is back on,  I Love You All Lisa XOXO

12 comments:

imgr8phil said...

I hope you can find the chance to get back on good terms with Anthony.  The future lies ahead and you can change the course, but as for what has happened in the past you will just have to get by it.  Take care cutie.

Phil

cuteallison1980 said...

That is sad Lisa.  I wish you could have a good relationship with him still, making him laugh.  I don't see why that can't be a possibility.  You can hopefully get back to that someday as long as that is what you want and it seems by this entry that you would.  Try for it.  There is always a possibility that he may want that as well.  You have nothing to lose sweetie.  Have a good evening.  Luv ya!

Allison

dca721 said...

Hi Lisa,
This is making me cry.
Why not make a copy of this entry and send to Anthony.
It is heartfelt and to the point.
I am sorry your dad is a jackass.
I worry about that with my ex and my child.
Makes me want to vomit.
I am so sorry.
Honey you have nothing to lose.
Can you get his address...
this is so heartfelt & all the stuff about your dad that only you and your brothers
would "get".
Please send to him...YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE.
THEN HE WILL KNOW HOW YOU FEEL!
THE BALL will be in his court then dear.
AND if anything, will help you feel better.
I still think your Uncle had poor taste in "surprising"
the family at Christmas EVE dinner??
Makes me want to hurt the man (Uncle) & I have never met him.
YOU are so sweet.
YOUR DAD has missed out,
HIS LOSS, YOUR GAIN, REALLY.
Took me to age 49, now, to even try to begin to "get it"
I guess in regard to my stuff, I need to think "backwards"
BECAUSE I keep having faith in people that always let me down.
I hope to work on this in the new YEAR.
I love you,
Donna
I love you,
Donna

nay0114 said...

Lisa it was so good to talk to you today. I hope I didn't bother you or catch you at a bad time and you were just to nice to say so. I didn't tell you, but for a minute there your voice sounded like my sister who died a year ago. She lived in New Mexico so she didn't have my accent. So sorry about your brother and wish you could see that toddler. At that age, they make you laugh so much. Hope your brother has a happy birthday, but I wish he would see that you all miss him. Take care and enjoy your time off.
Take care and Hugs, Chrissie

kamdghwmw said...

I am sorry that you are missing your brother so much. Hugs to you.
Kelli
http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom

bojgill4375 said...

So sorry. That would make anyone sad to not be able to see their brother. Sure hope you get to see him some day soon. Hugs, Janie

toonguykc said...

Letting go of family hurt is so hard.  Let me know if you can do it successfully.  I can't.

xoxoxo
Russ

lindapaterson177 said...

Hope you had a lovely Christmas Day Lisa....Happy Boxing day from us all here in Scotland.
bella xx

eml625 said...

(((((((LISA ))))))))))))
I'm sorry your missing your brother like this.
God bless you, your such a sweet person.
Ellen

peytonswater said...

Why is he a long lost brother?? I'm confused, we will have to talk about this on the phone. Love you
Ang

chat2missie said...

Enjoy your day today, and wishing Anthony a happy birthday even if you don't see him.
Missie

queeniemart said...

i hope someday this brother comes back into your life!
Love,lisa