Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Dr's Appt Tommorow

 Hi friends, hope you all had an awesome Tuesday.This morning I was able to catch Marg Helgenberger on Regis and Kelly before I left for work.She is awesome, I think she is amazing as an actress and she always looks beautiful.I went to work today still feeling crappy from this cold that has whooped my ass.I can handle most colds but this one is brutal.I have this annoying tickle in my throat that does'nt want to go away and I have to keep sipping water so I wo'nt cough.Anthony was very understanding when I told him how sick I was last week, I was glad he understood, the store was really quiet today which I was glad about.Tommorow is my doctor's appt and I am a little nervous about seeing another new doctor.I have a feeling that she might do a pap smear or a vaginal exam , want to hear what happened during my first pap smear ? I cried because it felt like I was being violated again when the gyno swabbed my vagina, I guess it reminded me of when I was molested those two awful times, anyone got any tips on how I can keep myself calm if she does do a vaginal exam on me tommorow ??????? Anything would help I am nervous about my appt tommorow and I am dreading it in a way.I am so glad I stopped taking those blood pressure pills, the best way I can describe how I felt when I took them was how you feel when you have the flu, nausea, dizziness, headache, excess saliva in your mouth, those pills made me feel horrible !!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully tommorow I can get a new prescription for something else, I'll let you guys know how my appt goes tommorow, wish me luck, I Love You All and Hugs Lisa XO

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

It will help that the doctor is a woman.  Bring a CD player or tell her ahead of time how uncomfortable you are.  It needs to be done though.  :-/

Amy

Anonymous said...

Hope you get to feeling better the same thing happened to my grandpa when they put him on some colestoral meds made him dizzie and off balance...find out it is one of the things they warn about...will keep ya in my thoughts..Have a good rest of the week!  Hugs,TerryANn

Anonymous said...

Just relax and try not to think about what is going on .
Good luck
Ellen

Anonymous said...

I hope your dr. is a woman. Try to relax....maybe try to talk to the dr. and explain what had happened and he will understand. then go from there. Many hugs to you hon!
Lisa

Anonymous said...

please tell your doc before they do the exam and also tell the nurse good luck

Deb

Anonymous said...

Well, I wouldn't let my regular dr give me a female exam.  You can say no.  When you must have one, with a gynocologist, maybe they could prescribe some kind of nerve pill that you could take before your appt so you're more relaxed.  Good Luck at the docs.
Missie

Anonymous said...

I do hope that your appointment goes well. Have a great day!
Kelli
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