Sunday, November 12, 2006

Another Fun Day

Hi friends, God was I depressed today.I have'nt been like this in ages, my mom and I fought all day, I just wanted to cry , but I did'nt.I just tried to stay out of her way, so much for a good weekend, lol.I had better be feeling a little better tommorow since I have to work, ugh I feel so crappy.I ca'nt be in this funk tommorow, I feel really sad today.I feel very much alone today , like I am on the outside looking in.I crave to be with a guy who loves me unconditionally who will hold my hand and be sensitive to my feelings.Is that too much to ask ? I called my friend Diane yesterday and she never called me back, she might be away though, usually she is good about calling me back.Sometimes I wish I could trade lives with my cat, he has it so good !!!!!!I wish I could see what it would be like for one day to be him, lol.Sometimes I think I am damaged as a person and I am too intense and emotional to be loved.I feel so empty inside tonight, could you all send some hugs my way ? Thanks for listening to my rant, I love you all Lisa XO

5 comments:

mastersblynn said...

Sorry you had a bad day!!!!! Love you, Barbara

siennastarr said...

Oh, honey, I am the queen of crappy day's lately!  I know exactly how you feel!  It will get better, Lisa.. just hang in their girl! And,you are deserving of having a realationship with someone who will love you for who you are.  
I feel so bad that you are so sad....  

Sending you bunches of big old mama bear hugs!!

Jackie

queeniemart said...

You are one of the most awesome people i have ever known....i wish a loving and caring man would walk right into your life and he MAY.....fate plays a big part in our lives...you are so wonderful Lisa and i am sad that you feel as you do but i sure do understand it.
XO XO lisa

heathermarie3073 said...

I'm really sorry you are feeling depressed.  I hate feeling like that.  You are NOT damaged!  You are a wonderful and sweet person, someone who will find a guy who sees that in you and will cherish that.  I tend to be a very sensitive person, I feel things intensely and cry over silly commercials sometimes... my husband (maybe it helps that he's a psychologist, lol) is very understanding, sometimes he teases me (in a nice way), but he accepts me for who I am and that is what is most important to me.  You'll find that person for you too, just don't force it.  I hope you are able to get out of this depression soon!!
xoxo, Heather

imgr8phil said...

Sorry to hear you were feeling so blue.  It is not too much to ask for what you want.  You will get it.  Take care beautiful.

Phil