Thursday, October 18, 2007

Please pray for me

Hi friends, This has been such a hard week for me, I have been in a low place for the past two days.Monday night was the night I read for sure Jorja Fox was leaving CSI and then minutes later Anthony told me on the phone he was leaving this week.I feel like such an ass for crying so much in front of him yesterday.It was like a dam that burst because once I started crying I could'nt stop.It was embarrasing but at least he knows I cared about him alot.There will be a small going away party for him tommorow at work, I want to go but hopefully I wo'nt lose it again and cry and yes I will bring my camera.Jackie to answer your question I asked him yesterday if he was going to another World Market and he said "Another store" but he did'nt say which one.Also he said soon he wants to move to Las Vegas.He has always loved Vegas as much as I do.I am experiencing fear of the unknown about our new manager but seriously I think I need a change so I am considering getting a job application from Barnes and Noble's tommorow and filling it out.I think a new job would be good for me, I have been considering a new job for a while now but Anthony leaving was the final push I needed.I need a change, 7 years is a long time at one job.I have mixed feelings about CSI tonight, on one hand I want Sara to say "Yes" to Grissom's proposal but if she does it will make her leaving in November all the more painful.Especially for the long time GSR fans who have wanted to see Grissom and Sara together as a couple a marriage prososal is a dream come true.I hope you all have a good Friday, Hugs to those of you who have had a rough week besides me, I know I'm not alone, I Love You All Lisa XOXO

18 comments:

malagutigrrl said...

I've worked in a couple of bookstores.  GREAT FUN!!!

emabecmar said...

I wish I could make everything better for you and me both. But turning on csi now, it is coming on in 1 minute. (((((((hugs)))))
Love,
Cindy xoxoxo

bojgill4375 said...

Will keep you in my prayers. We have a Barnes & Noble store and it is so nice. Have a counter to snack and drink something. Have sofa and chairs. Really pretty in there. With 7 years behind you at one store.. that should help you get the job you want. Best wishes and in my prayers, Janie

imgr8phil said...

You will be OK.  Yes, I think change is good for you.  Do something different.  Go take some classes as well.  Broaden your horizens.  Dare to be different.  

Phil

kamdghwmw said...

I just know that you will be fine at the going away party and with the new manager. You are such an awesome person and that is why everyone likes you! hin up, it will get better.
Kelli
http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom

heavenlybama said...

You're in my prayers sweetie.  I think a job change might be good for you.
Hugs,
Dana

nay0114 said...

Awww... Lisa I'm sorry. I do think you need a change too and to be around other people. I'm watching CSI now, but next week will be awesome because CSI and Without A Trace will be together for 2hrs on a case.
Take care, Chrissie

sugarsweet056 said...

Sending up a prayer for you.
Hugs,
Sug

cuteallison1980 said...

I am very confident you will be OK Lisa. You are stronger than you think you are.  I think you needed this push, so now run with it. Luv ya girl!

Allison

jckfrstross said...

hope you do apply at BN change is always good hard but good:)

Deb

dca721 said...

Lisa,
I am sorry about your tough week.
I am feeling the same.
My heart is broken in half, even though I created my situation.
It's been a hard week.
Hopefully things can only get better for us.
I think you'll be fine with Anthony tomorrow.
I am beat and going to bed.
Keep your chin up.
Love,
Donna
I taped CSI, haven't watched yet...so I can't tell you what she said.

toonguykc said...

Why not wait and see what the new manager is like before you make a big change?  You'll make it through this, Lisa.  I know that.

xoxoxoxo
Russ

mastersblynn said...

Let's just change jobs together.  I think you need a change too sweetie.  You are way too nice for that place and the only thing really keeping you there was Anthony.  We all have to move on sometimes. If I can you can! LOVE YOU! Barb

eml625 said...

Stay Strong lisa, I know you can. Change is good. Look at me, I was forced out of my job, and now , things are great. Get the application, and start looking. You need this.
Hugs,
Ellen

chat2missie said...

Guess you know, Sara said yes.....Hope you have a good weekend.
Missie

emmi2sweet said...

Sara said YES!!!!! Emmi

queeniemart said...

this week has sucked the big one ,truly.
I hope you get a pic to remember him by.
I love you,lisa jo

rgossett4195 said...

I am glad sara said yes!  a new job sounds like a  good plan to me.  have a great weekend!  love, rose